let's driveeee

Finally started learning driving after two months of laziness. I was supposed to be nervous and anxious about it, but i felt damn comfortable with it. My instructor was even eating and using phone while i was driving. hello, trust me so much with your precious car? Need more practices for my turning. Had and still have not much idea on exactly how much to turn. Totally understand why auto-driving is easier, much much easier. The clutch was hard to control. Yet overall is manageable. 

risk

I made my decision then I changed it. thought through every aspect, reading forum after forum, this route is the conclusion. the last thing I would want is to regret it. ee is gonna be my next passion.

went malaysia the past two days to visit my grandparents. my grandma aged and is still aging. her hair turned ridiculously white. my mind even had the omg expression. sometimes I wish I could stay there longer to accompany the elderly more.

Just when i thought everything is more or less settled, more problems came knocking on my door. hell it lah, no point escaping or whatsoever.

I just can't pick up the courage to tell him last night. It was vesak's day, everyone was probably much drained out from the hectic night. Telling him personally would hurt him. But telling him over a text message would definitely be a cowardly act. I really don't wish to affect him at work. and myself as well, we work in the same restaurant and we take the same bus home. How damn awkward it will be, I don't wish to imagine. Everything is as fine as it is now. But yeah giving no answer is not in my option.

i freaking hell know i got to stop this

feels good to be back

Went back to visit CCKS SJAB a couple of weeks ago. More and more new and unfamiliar faces. This might be my last time there. The batch i took for ANCO camp has finally passed out. So many thoughts yet so lazy to put down in words.

It has been long since i last blogged. Not really long, it's just that i have been typing some posts and saving it as draft only. And also because i couldnt log in into blogger. The reason was....i used the wrong email to sign in. Since i got back my blogspot, gonna throw tumblr aside again. Thanks tumblr for the short entertainment. Oh yah, you probably couldn't find any personal post because i have deleted all of them. It's just the reblogs left which i pretty much admire some of their art pieces.

精疲力尽

i have never been good in your eyes.

正在往高处爬，你却一脚把我往下踢。

group mate

she suffered with me, but not till the end

life after exam can be worse than life during exam

Having two blogs now, i don't know which to revive. You reading this post right now means that i am actually reviving my blogspot. Alright, i don't know whether to carry on with my tumblr. Definitely, i am more familiar with blogspot butttt i like my tumblr's appearance (?) it is kind of awesome! So how?

A change of phone, i am now using the most common phone on earth; iphone. Thanks a million to my younger brother who helped me settle everything while i was busy studying for my promos ^^ even though i really really liked android and iphone is complicated, nevertheless it is still not bad!

My school's promotional examinations ended yesterday morning. My burden has more or less lightened. project work + chinese A level are approaching. Take a really short break and carry on with the hectic life again. Thanks to all friends who encouraged and motivated me. I have to admit, i thought of giving up. Come to think that everyone is going through the same shit as me, i am going to endure all the way with them.

My teacher told me not to focus too much on maths because my other subjects are worse. End up panicking for math. I even told my friend the wrong information right before we went into the exam room and the worse thing was, the related question came out. yes, right in my face. I didn't do it on purpose, i am afraid that my friend would think that i am that kind of person. There are a lot of that kind in JC. Hopefully she knows me well enough. I still want an A for math, i don't want to lose my motivation in staying in junior college.

My project work group mates

Right after the promos, one of them started his part on our written report. Others don't even bother. wt.... seriously >>>> ==

8 months of pre-university life. Interacted with all sorts of people and shall not elaborate here. I can't help it to be anti-social in school. At least, i made a big step forward; accepted those JJ schoolmates who added me on facebook (because i rarely use fb nowadays, so i don't care).

Went out for lunch with classmates and met up with a few friends at night. Most of my friends are still having their exams or having it soon, regardless it is End Of Year exams, N levels, O levels, promos or A levels, wishing everyone all the best. Most are still having exams and poly friends all have new friends. So i am staying at home to catch up with the movies and dramas i have missed. This isn't a bad thing anyway. Furthermore, teachers are passing down message that we need to complete our tutorials!

all i want is equality

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4-6 june

This anco camp as an instructor was a great one.
whooooooooooots, loved this feeling of no regrets. Second time being an instructor, a totally different feeling! Or maybe first time being a real instructor=wonderful experience! ^^

And of course, the officers and campers did contribute in making this camp so awesome. My group, Sierra, is a bunch of mischievous kids who thought I am a sec3/4 instructor! happy max. AHAHA but they keep calling my grandma/granny after the camp.

hate

for once, i dislike my class.

never give up

"And there are some times in life when you fall down, and you feel like you don't have the strength to get back up, do you think you have hope? I'm down here, face down, and I have no arms no legs. It should be impossible for me to get back up, but it's not. You see, I will try one hundred times to get up. And if I fail one hundred times and I give up, do you think I'm ever gonna get up? No, but if I fail and I try again, and again and again, but I just want you to know it's not the end. It matters how you're gonna finish." - Nick Vujicic

get back to the RUNNING track

napfa is overrrrrrrr. i got A for all and E for jump jump, therefore a bronze =((

i'm just pure lucky for not being chosen for ptm. i failed two just like any other students who got into ptm hahah. sometimes, classmates tell you that their tests cmi, v chui, confirm fail then end up they score pretty well. so annoying ah!

my class is crazily smart. i got only 50+% and the highest is 78%. WOW~

i'm going to lock myself in my room and study hard during june holiday for common test. because yknow iknow everyone know that if i don't score for A levels, there is no place i can go already, I MUST ENTER UNIVERSITY NO MATTER WHAT!! even if poly students cannot get into university, at least they got diploma. i have nothing! so yeah...

GET MOTIVATED plz

HMD

finally a picture with peixuan!
speech dayyyyyyy=a day to see ex-schoolmates again.


sweetest.


row row row your boat~


=)


happy little kids.

Happy Mothers' Day!!
what have you got for your mum?

She called me. We settled some stuffs, and started talking crap (like as usual, hahah)
Much thoughts trained through my mind. Should i join nikki? =((
I don't know if i've made the correct decision. I can't back out, right?

we will be back to fight a better fight. Election has ended. The real war hasn't started?

01/05

I just realised that i had never really sat down and study hard/well for any test. Everytime i just do some last minute revision in the morning. And i know, if this goes on, i'm going to have a chance to experience J1's life again. oh crap~ time to get serious lah!

I'd let go of it. It is no longer hanging onto my heart. Even though it should be the highest, at least it is not the lowest for what i'd achieved. As for now, I'm joining this upcoming anco camp as GI, it is going to be a super great one yeah? i won't regret. cos i asked myself, who else have the chance & ability to join this anco camp? Life's so short, i'm gonna make mine extraordinarily wonderful/special/entertaining!

没有如果。若一想到如果，就将会有如果。
No more "what if..." !

I sounded v matured right~ heheh


GO pw group!!


oovoo is fun okzz!! you all should go and try try, pleaze do not forget to add me hor. i haven't tried skye though i have an account already.

they are there

xq rx zx zx hr
thank you guys! for that wonderful evening.

26/04

一言既出驷马难追，你叫我的但你却做不到.
If the trip is really cancelled, your wish will be granted

11S18 celebrated mine and nikki's birthday today.
appreciated =)
Happy birthday to nikki pearl!!

finally

awesomely cool day with shirley & wx.
source code, chit chat talk crap and go home.
Next station: MB


Finally done with PI. special thanks to big fierce brother for editing!! =)

great memories

Hi Leeleng.
I know you don't want to talk to me so i'm gg to pay attention now.
From now on, for all math lesson pls don't disturb me,
cause, i find it v, you know,
unpleasant.
Thankyou.

contradicting

My Preliminary Ideas got rejected got the second time and the next GI i thought of will be my final PI. I'm alright with my pw group mates only, neither happy nor sad. I can predict that there will be conflict or whatsoever disagreement, hope everything would be fine... Some classmates are nice though. heheh

Till now, i haven't been balancing well on both sides. I'm actually on the more important side. OH NO. Stay on track pleaze

Kay, i can't change the fact that 25th of this month is actually coming. i just want to pass this day just like any school day. too lazy to celebrate, no mood... because birthday is just the date when you were born, nothing much special

one word, insulted