Just when i thought everything is more or less settled, more problems came knocking on my door. hell it lah, no point escaping or whatsoever.

I just can't pick up the courage to tell him last night. It was vesak's day, everyone was probably much drained out from the hectic night. Telling him personally would hurt him. But telling him over a text message would definitely be a cowardly act. I really don't wish to affect him at work. and myself as well, we work in the same restaurant and we take the same bus home. How damn awkward it will be, I don't wish to imagine. Everything is as fine as it is now. But yeah giving no answer is not in my option.

i freaking hell know i got to stop this